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uuuuuuuuuuugh [07 Nov 2009|06:29pm]

rageprufrock

14231 / 50000 words. 28% done!

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[07 Nov 2009|10:00am]

zagzagael

For [info]kittymaru who believes as much as I do that some angels are horned....

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The Most Beautiful Demon )

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Have You Ever Seen the Rain [07 Nov 2009|03:15am]

fearcat
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Creedence Clearwater Revival - Have You Ever Seen The Rain | Powered by Last.fm ]

All things must come to a end, well in this case it did it ever got to be anything major we planed on going slow as it was my first ever relationship, I think it only really lasted 3 months.

He never really text me, phoned me alike you do when ur relationship and when did go out he never tried to hold my hand, we did go out a few times and I did go over to his 2 times but nothing really happened.

I send him text early this week saying “not heard from you for a while? are things between us still happing?” haven’t heard anything from him and nothing will happen as I found out thanks to [info]redderz, she told me that he’s got back with his old girlfriend again.

I’m upset and very fucking pissed off but I through I’d feel worse than this? Maybe hasn't fully hit me yet? I do feel like crap now.

who needs men!!

I’ve be ok without a guy in my life for years, I don’t need one now they only hold you back from goals you want in life, so who needs them.



At least I know [info]redderz and [info]cirquemachine will be their for me... I trust both with my life.

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[06 Nov 2009|05:34pm]

zagzagael
* A quick, flisty update. Took kidling back down the hill today to see the GP and the look on his face when he peered insider her throat was not good. He was visibly disappointed and concerned. Said some folks just don't "rally" as quickly as others with mono. She's on pain killers now....and the flist probably remembers my own dark wrestling with that myself before my surgery last spring....I'm not happy but she needs something to get relief so she can swallow and eat. She's one sick kiddo. And she's been put on another week of bed rest. It's concerning and...

* And its pulling me out of my headspace. *shrug* But Life happens and so it goes. I'm worried and that stress is making me twitchy....so I'm reading instead of writing and tomorrow am dedicating to doll pix.

* "Signing the Body Poetic" is currently in rotation and I'm humbled and somewhat stunned. Things are becoming more and more clear for me regarding ASL and signing in general. We, as a human species evolving, need to augment, improve, add to our linguistic uniqueness with sign. The astonishing and amazing and validating resurgence in this intuitive language after the oppressive oralism of the past one hundred years is beyond thrilling. It. Just. Makes. Sense. Here's a Whitman quote that opens this astonishing book about the Art of Sign Language.

A song of the rolling earth, and of words according,
Were you thinking that those were the words, those upright lines?
those curves, angles, dots?
No, those are not the words, the substantial words are in the ground
and sea,
They are in the air, they are in you.

Were you thinking that those were the words, those delicious sounds
out of your friends' mouths?
No, the real words are more delicious than they.

Human bodies are words, myriads of words,
(In the best poems re-appears the body, man's or woman's,
well-shaped, natural, gay,
Every part able, active, receptive, without shame or the need of shame.)

Wow!!!

* Last night's brilliant Supernatural episode had me grinning like a monkey on crack. It was fantabulous!!!

* It's been raining for two days and that's making me happy, too.

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snippets [06 Nov 2009|07:36am]

maderr
[ mood | groggy ]

Some of these you may have seen before, so I apologize if it's just a lot of repeat. I honestly do not remember what I've put up here.

this will probably be a freebie )

start of next novella )

midsummer story one )

midsummer story two )

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I'm so worried that I'm going to choke very, very soon on this thing... [05 Nov 2009|11:31pm]

rageprufrock

12344 / 50000 words. 25% done!

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That's it [05 Nov 2009|09:40pm]

maderr
[ mood | determined ]

When I go home for Christmas, I'm doing a marathon of SPN seaons 4 & 5, cause I'm totally sadface I don't really have time to watch it and am sooo out of the fandom. Plus that will be an awesome fun thing to do while I'm home ^__^

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[05 Nov 2009|08:14pm]

maderr
[ mood | chipper ]

*work was actually bearable today, though I am utterly sick of the fact my coworker cannot discuss anything other than pregnancy, children, children playing sports, sports, television. It is so painfully obvious my life is black to their white -__-

*King's new book comes out soon ^____^

*I really need more time to write. I have to fix pretty much all of my Wick stories, I've got to finish another novella for the serial stuff, and I've got three short stories IP, not to mention all the other shit I should be doing. I so cannot wait 'til we can afford to hire other writers.

*Though, speaking of that, Sammie and Sasha need to write more too, cause there stuff is all shiny ^__^ I've read the sequel to the story Sasha has running on LT3 now :D and I know a bit about the third, and I know what she's working on now hahahaha but she's in the living room slacking off :3

*It needs to be the weekend, alas, I have one more day of work to get through

*In a couple of weeks, I get to go fetch my littlest sister from school and she is going to hang out with me for a week \o/

*And in a couple of months, I get to go home to hang with my family ^___^

*Hope all nano'ers are going strong ^ __^ Keep it up!!!

*Would anyone want snippets of the stuff I'm working on? I don't recall which things I've posted and which I have not, but if peeps want, I'll post. People are much quieter now that stories are not regularly here, and that makes me sadface, cause I liked chatting and harassing peeps, but I suppose that is the way it goes ^_^ Still, if snippets are wanted, I'll post'em.

*Guess I should stop with the slacking myself now.

*oh, yeah. we had tasty chinese for dinner, and I bought some tasty woodchuck cider that is apparently limited release or something shiny.

*Okay, going now.

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Argh fucking car alarm Argh [05 Nov 2009|12:37am]

maderr
[ mood | cranky ]

I was finally asleep. Then I get jerked awake because our stupid fucking vroom vroom neighbors had a car alarm go nuts, and it took them forever to figure it out.

I know shit happens, but argh. I'm so screwed for sleepiung the rest of the night.

uuugh [04 Nov 2009|11:17pm]

rageprufrock

9184 / 50000 words. 18% done!

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Fiction: Sniperslut in Strange Lands Part 4 of 4 (FF8/KH and others) [04 Nov 2009|11:53pm]

scribblemoose
( You are about to view content that may not be appropriate for minors. )
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BIRTHDAAAYYY [05 Nov 2009|09:33am]

hiritai
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIERA!! I hope you can has lovely dayes!

http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2009/10/funny-pictures-cat-has-snow.jpg

In tradition. I hope this one makes more sense than the last one I posted >.>

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[04 Nov 2009|05:43am]

zagzagael
Eldest has been diagnosed with mono. It's shifting what I'm doing on the homefront and will likely keep me busy for the next two weeks. Just an update.
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This is going to be a super boring month of entries from me, guys. [03 Nov 2009|10:43pm]

rageprufrock

8633 / 50000 words. 17% done!

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Triple baka!!! [04 Nov 2009|02:48am]

fearcat
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Hatsune Miku, Kasane Teto - Triple Baka | Powered by Last.fm ]

[info]redderz's character Fenix, Alice (Me) and Sam (aka [info]cirquemachine) all wearing Vocaloids uniforms.

THIS IS NOT FINISHED YET!

I have 50 layers.... yay!!! I'm drawing YAYAY!



Sorry no LJ cut here again...

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camera help? [03 Nov 2009|05:55pm]

pansy_rocker471


I'm looking to buy a new digital camera. Just a small one for taking out and about. I was going to ask for one for my Christmas but I'm going to England for a doll meet in Decamber and I figure I might as well just get one to take with me. I'm thinking of a hundred pound budget but I'm willing to go up to £150. Any suggestions/advice?
I like my dad's little Samsung but you can't get that modle now. I've seen people mention cybershot and coolpix on their LJ's. Are they any good? I'm having a look through Amazon, Argos and PC world etc.. to compare, but I don't really know what I'm looking for. I read in one of the reviews the "12 megapixles is too big" and that photos needed to be converted to send via email because of it.
I want something that has a good macro on it.
These are the 3 that I put on my Amazon wishlist.....

I quite like the look of this one http://www.amazon.co.uk/Samsung-ST50-Digital-Camera-Optical/dp/B001UE8B3I/ref=wl_it_dp_o?ie=UTF8&coliid=I1MDSYTN5AXDXE&colid=R9ZO9Q0IIM3C
 

this one looks good too but the price make me wonder if I'd get what I want out of it http://www.amazon.co.uk/Samsung-ES55-Digital-Camera-Optical/dp/B001UE8AXY/ref=wl_it_dp_o?ie=UTF8&coliid=IBTPZ04YUD5E2&colid=R9ZO9Q0IIM3C

and then there's this http://www.amazon.co.uk/Sony-Cybershot-W220B-Digital-Camera/dp/B001PIJ9G2/ref=wl_it_dp_o?ie=UTF8&coliid=IGGM0ZDX4W6P4&colid=R9ZO9Q0IIM3C

Some take AA batteries and some charge from the mains/from a comp via USB. Whats better?
Any help would be awesome.
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must...sleep... [02 Nov 2009|10:42pm]

rageprufrock

6092 / 50000 words. 12% done!

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In unrelated news [02 Nov 2009|06:25pm]

maderr
[ mood | aggravated ]

I really am tired of repeating myself. I know people miss stuff, I know people do not pay attention, but I am literally answering the same two questions every week. So:

*I will finish Meant to Be after I rewrite Kidnapped.

*All my stories go straight to LT3 now. I cannot run a business if I post them all here for free. I am sorry this makes people hate me, I'm sorry it makes people cranky, but to be perfectly honest, you're not entitled to anything and have no right to be upset when it's taken away.

I really am sorry if I sound like a raging bitch. I try not to be, but I do get tired of repeating myself and I am really tired of people trying to make me feel guilty over selling my work instead of giving it away. I have posted stuff free for years. I'm not saying I'm the world's best writer - far from it - but I think I'm good enough to ask for a little bit of money. I don't expect everyone to agree with me, but I do expect you to be an adult and accept my decision is made.

Peace out.

[02 Nov 2009|06:19pm]

maderr
[ mood | blank ]

My kitty has been oddly clingy and affectionate lately ^__^ I do not know why, but I luffs it. He might be a bitch, but he luffs me <3

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AVAAATTTAAARRR [03 Nov 2009|09:54am]

hiritai
[ mood | ecstatic ]

DOES HAVE TICKETS TO FIRST ADVANCED SCREENING OF AVATAR AT IMAX 3D.




STALKING WEBSITE EVERYDAY FTW.

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